Hey folks well here it is 2012!!!!

 Lets see at the end of last year i packed my job in which has left me in a pretty awkward situation. But i was not gonna stand working for a bully and an alcoholic. enough was enough. SO its time for a fresh start byt job hunting is a pain especially at this time of year! I’ve spent continuous days sat writing my CV and applying to jobs and its rather time consuming. But also leaves you downhearted at the lack of responses.

 On another issue current in my life. Friends. And how im learning a lot about the ones i thought that would always be there for me. Turns out i was wrong! Rather ennoyed at that really. Especially when i have bent over backwards for them. But the bigger suprise was learning that the people i did not consider that close actually seem to be the supportive caring ones and that means the world to me.

 My grandfather took ill just before christmas and is still in the hospital on oxygen he has improved, but doesnt sound like he will make a full recovery. Im mean he is 90 and his lungs knackered, also my Auntie (his daughter) died earlier in the year and really hit hime hard. and then my Grandma on the other side of the family collapsed on christmas eve. so yeah christmas was pretty hellish really, did manage to spend a bit of time with people i never get too see that much of which was great. Helped improve my mood a fair bit really.

 I dont make new year resolutions, but i just hope that this year is better than last year. as last year was possible one of the shittest years to date. so i hope i can find a new job thats steady (and a boss who isnt pissed by 11am). start looking at the possibility of moving out. Make sure i spend time with th friends who support me and wanna have fun. And for my mums sake clean my room once in a while (not likely but ill try)

PEACE OUT GUYS!!! ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL!

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